i absolutely CANT stand my bro.
he treats our maid like a dog. thinks she's born to serve him.
he claims we're not treating him like a human.
i wish i could lock him out of the house for one day and see how he feels. doesn even know what he's got. talking rubbish about he's not happy. he needs at least 30 times caning and 5 slaps. cant stand it. im just not patient. my maid is 1000 times more tolerant than me.
and he cries so easily. grr. must chill man. i was so angry i slammed the door directly at his face.

my mother is forever siding him.
i got a big scolding last last night. because i was trying to make him wake up and my mum apparently thought its my mistake.
she doesnt know how seriously bad his charactor has gone.
selfish, greedy, [totally pig. he's weighing almost heavier than me. and he's 9+] SPOILT. arrogant. totally no respect for everybody. he talks back at my mum in a way that i dun even dare and my mum doesnt scold him at all.

i decided not to show any kind of concern for him anymore.
afterall its always me who gets scolded in the end. and get so freaking pissed after that. why should i spoil my mood just because of him, and it happened so many times.
and my mother is always on his side.


sch today. nothing much.
was in a horrible mood in the morn.
just cant stand it.
so embarrassing. so irritating. so frustrating.
its so unbelievable. but its true.
SIGH :(
so i wasnt thinking too much that time. she knows.

dental clinic. so sudden can. tsk.. dun have chance to floss my teeth properly. gd thing the dentist was quite gentle. didnt hurt too much. just that got blood. i see the blood i get a shock.. yup. lols. yay. missed chi.. half of geog too. boo. i find geog super boring lately. the subject rawks. but.. yeah. the lessons are really meaningless

i wan back the geog test. thou i dun think i'll do well. ohwells.. i also wan back chi. got more confidence this time somehow. yup. (: chem. think i will fail man. boohoo. :(