where is that place called paradise?
with no more sorrows, no more tears, no more worries

i cant stop playing 'to zanarkand' on piano. its a beautiful piece. it simply makes you so engrossed in playing and listening to the melody that you feel calmed and for a moment takes you out of reality. its a dreamy and depressing piece.
listen to it here: http://www.geocities.com/frostiparadice/tozanarkland.mid

there's this Buddhist saying that before you forgive others, you must learn to forgive yourself. do not dread over your sins and what you have done, for it has no use. forgive yourself, learn from your mistakes, make up for it so that your good deeds may erase your sins.

what are true friends? do they just hang out with you? do they agree with what you say always, and are actually hypocrites? or are they the loyal friends who stand by you, not letting go of you even when you want to let go of them? friend are more than just companions.

i just don't seem to be doing the right thing lately.
sighs. i can feel that feeling of depression coming.

to-do list for today and tomorrow
1. finish up yan jiang gao.
2. finish up that o'level practice compre i delayed for 3 weeks
3. read PS, iloveyou.