my day feels spoiled.
shan't talk about it.
maybe sometimes my blog's too public.
i dont noe who's reading.
sometimes its scary to find out who's reading.
my entries are becoming more vague, compared to those long, detailed entries i used to write in lower sec. those are actually more interesting. sometimes i read my old blogs and those old entries never fail to amuse me. fond memories.
shall quote some.

"ppl also look down on guzheng.. they think in air-con room.. very easy to learn.. StUpiD loR!!!! u think guzheng so easy is it? u think learning very easy is it? u think every week one time very easy liaoz is it? go home must learn how to play etc u noe? u think very easy to recognise those green & white lines is it? got 21 lines u noe? u think very easy huh? u try playing larh!! " -posted 030104. haha look how str8forward i was!

''then early in e morn so funny.. jus b4 the singing of those songs..tt hippo came then i was jus thinking y our form teacher look so much like hippo he appeared.. then worse still he go to andrea, make that teethy smile n sae, HI! so hilarious pengz when he gone liaox i started to laugh.. then so paiseh like now e whole courtyard veh quiet can hear my giggling .. keli also keep laughing.. really veh funny lor.." -posted 050104 it'll be funny if you noe who i'm referring too. ahha yes. the person who just loves dear szeling so much!

"to phy - we may not seem close on the surface, i know we are good friends. x) thanks fer sharing your probs with me, and thanks fer understanding me when i was in a bad mood. thanks fer listening out too. you're always there fer everybody. luv ya always, as a friend =)) dun stop flooding my board! =D" -posted 281004. phy, isn't this so amusing. heh. and we're such good friends now.

haha. 2 years ago i scolded loads of teachers openly in my blog. now it seems dangerous to do so.

the korean movie today was so touching i cried so much that i sobbed. hahah. why did so many people say it's boring. its alright what. hmm.

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
He is my reason to live.
Avalon - We Are The Reason

one of the wonderful things about God is that He is always there for you.
and when you talk to Him, you will noe for sure that He has always been there.