things you're scared of-

> [ ]the dark (usually no, but sometimes yes)
> [x ] staying single (that's so sad!)
> [] getting married
> [] being a parent
> [x]giving birth (i hope i wont die in labour >.< )
> [ ] being myself in front of others
> [ ] open spaces
> [] closed spaces
> [x] heights
> [x] cats (dont like it when their tails stand)
> [ ] dogs (big stray dogs, yes)
> [ ] birds
> [x] spiders and/or other insects (i am super scared of them)
> [ ] driving or being in cars
> [ ] flying
> [x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
> [ ] flowers or other plants
> [x] being touched
> [ ] fire
> [ ] water
> [] the ocean
> [ ] pools
> [] failure
> [ ] success
> [x] germs
> [ ] thunder/lightning
> [ ] frogs/toads
> [x] mice/rats
> [x] jumping from high places
> [ ] snow
> [ ] rain
> [ ] wind
> [ ] cemeteries
> [ ] clowns
> [] large crowds
> [x] demons or evil (makes me feel disturbed)
> [x] crossing bridges (i always have that feeling the bridge isn't strong =/)
> [ ] death
> [ ] Hell
> [ ] Heaven
> [ ] being robbed
> [x] being sexually assulted
> [ ] men
> [ ] women
> [ ] having great responsibility (emphasize on the word great)
> [] doctors, including dentists
> [ ] tornadoes
> [ ] hurricanes
> [x] being punished
> [x]diseases, including cancer and STD's (i dont wanna die from them)
> [x ] snakes
> [ ] sharks
> [x] dinosaurs (HAHA glad there's no such things now)
> [ ] Friday the 13th
> [ ] poverty
> [x] ghosts (>.<)
> [ ] Halloween
> [ ] school
> [ ] trains or railroads
> [x] fear
> [x] being alone
> [x] losing my friends
> [x] being blind to things
> [x] being deaf
> [] growing up
> [x] being murdered in my sleep (another horrible way to die)

im scared of so many things. heh.
so sick of chem. yucks.
hate chem. yet i gotta take it in jc.
grah i just dont like sciences.

phy's gone to thailand.
haha was feeling kinda weird just now, that type of empty feeling you get when somebody you love goes away for a period of time. i remembered i had this feeling when my mother left for china last year too.