i think my mood fluctuates like crazy. haha.
ohwells. ytd night i was really very happy.
today was a really bad day in contrast haha. i kind of went hungry the whole day cos i couldnt eat properly and it hurt throughout the day. haha. eating and talking and swallowing became a task. i cant believe it. haha when i was eating my 45-min dinner my older bro told me, 'your face expression looks as though you've just been dumped' hahahha. i suppose.
somemore today was a really long day.. and its like i really wanted nothing more than just to go home and rest. haha. hide away all the unhappiness that came in bits and pieces throughout the day. just nice its such a long day with physics lessons, harmoc exco meeting/prac, band prac etc etc.
haha im just ranting.
maybe what sparked it off is disappointment. or maybe just sadness.
its just an unconscious thing ba. if you didnt think of it, it just shows something.
oh wells.
maybe im still living in the past. haha. wish i could rewind time and go back to last year when everything seemed so happy. less exam stress, friends who have drifted away still close to you, seniors still around in school, having much more fun in ccas, being able to get involved in crazy things like YFC (lols), looking forward to things like TIP.. etc etc.

still i want to say thank you! to YOU (: haha. love ya loads and loads.