happened to look at my 2006 blog archive and read the entry i wrote on the day O levels ended. i wrote there, '3 months of mugging have finally come to an end.'
i have no idea why i am so slack for As when it is so much harder and there is so much to study. im not even half as hardworking as i was 2 years ago. sigh. what was i even doing 3 months ago? slacking my time away after CT2s, studying only 2 - 3 wks for prelims..
reading the lithosphere readings that i never really touched for the past 1+ years made me realised that theres so much i dont know. and suddenly there's so much to study, its no way i can cramp all those in when i have 4 subjects to study at the same time.
and i need to cultivate the habit of waking up before 10am. and probably sleeping less than 7 hours without dying. grr. and stay away from the tv! :/
study like this, i can continue dreaming literally for my 3/4As.
sometimes you'll think that since everything is in God's hands, you don have to worry. but the thing is, are you doing your best or are you just using that as an excuse to not study as hard as you could have? i need to buck up.
ok, back to mass movement.