hahah. i finally took a photo with my darling wenjie today. gonna take more with my camera. haha. anw i think he look a lot cuter in real life than in the photo. mainly bcos his eyes become so tiny when he smile lol. it was damn funny cos yongxuan keep telling wenjie to open his eyes but acty its alr open =/ lol. im so going to miss him and the other kids when we all leave. acty, this doesnt seem like work to me. seeing wenjie rush up to give me a giant hug every morning just makes my day.

my dad told me he got more lobang. i really hope i get a good job. and i hope there is more than one vancancy. then liting can work with me. whee! hard to say though. anyway, things are turning out the way i expected, even though i really hoped this wouldnt be the outcome. i was really really sad the entire day yesterday. but well, i guess if its fated to be this way then we just need to grow up. and learn. sometimes i feel like im some kind of weed, hanging on and refusing to let go and then becoming a burden.

i hope the next few months will be an enriching working experience. after my dad told me the possible companies i really hope i can get into one of the two big companies. this is when the pay and distance really really doesnt matter. it wud be a really wonderful and rare experience then. =D well well. pray for me guys!