one full week in NUS passed. uni courses are pretty different from those in jc. some interesting, and some like managerial econs so far feels like micro econs in jc and somehow the familiar feeling feels welcoming. even though i didnt like micro econs in jc. haha.

been having blues and not used to the big change.

the only thing i like about uni is probably the fact that we dont have to report at 7.30am in school everyday.
but somehow i rather do that and get back the life we had in jc. with a fixed class and classmates you see everyday. and friends you can still hang out around in school even though they arent in the same class as you. right now its like you practically dont even see those people who arent in the same class as you unless they happen to be in the same lect session.

and everybody is so kiasu and hiong. argh. feel damn stressed sometimes.

and even though i made a point to be more hardworking in uni and not slack so much like i did in vj first year, its so hard to find a balance. and find the motivation to read your textbook before the first week of school has even ended.

suddenly feel like im losing my friends because our paths are all different now. and these are the friends i treasure so much.

meanwhile, im trying not to lose my temper at home. please let me go, don't control me. i know what i'm doing alright? its not necessary for me to follow your ways of doing things. i am not you!

what is happening man. sighs.