suddenly felt very stressed today. first time i truly felt the stress since school reopened. feeling so lost during both lectures today and not being able to do the tutorial questions suck ):
need to relieve the stress..

its hard to balance everything.

i need to throw my pessimism away. but its inborn. is it?

i really want to just be a farmer. own a piece of land with strawberries and banana trees and exchange fruits with neighbours. haha. i think we only learn to appreciate such simple bliss when we are born in a complicated world.