today was a memorable day. i will always miss the kids here. wenjie chanting ' i love jinghan jie jie' all the way to school and always rushing up to hold my hand, a lot of the P1 kids saying they will miss me. and even brawn nodded when i ask if he will miss me. LOL. tay yi always jumping out from behind me when i wait for the P3s at noon and giving me a sudden hug. telling me that he likes to see me and asking why i need to go. russell giving the stunned look when i actually gave him a sweet ( i scold him too often i guess. oops). melissa drawing a crying face on her bk with the conversation bubble saying ' i miss you'. dora saying she will miss me too! and i ruffled norman's hair today. muaha. i wanna adopt norman too. well well. despite some minor unhappy things that happened at work, i guess i really enjoy working here because of all the wonderful kids. i'm quite sure ill go back to visit =D

anyway, just an oldie english song which surprisingly fits all i'm feeling now.

Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never knowing where you're going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say

I just want to breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little , cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more I`ll breathe again

Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of luck, it's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don`t want to live on life replay

Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn

yup, things will work out fine. after getting officially 'fired' today i gotta start digging for jobs at classified again next week. sian. but well. hope i can find a job soon and don have to rot at home. esp when i was supposed to take a break from work with jc but she ended up extending her work time. im gonna fa mei. which is sthg i totally hate. hahas.