what more can i say? i think my results in jc has been quite sucky with not much improvement until prelims. still at prelims everybody else was doing much better and i always felt i was lagging behind. studying was a torture because i found a lot of things difficult and i always had to get people to teach me. felt like giving up after J2's common test 2 with the super disappointing results despite plenty of studying. last min signed up for econs tuition, dropped physics to H1. A levels was terrible. maths made me freak out because i cudnt do a lot of questions. the other papers were all difficult. somehow i can never imagine how i made it through.
march came and i kinda mentally prepared myself that i wont do so well. i was really stunned when i saw my result slip. didnt get straight As but im really happy with my results. its definitely not something that i deserve given my usual performance in school, not something of my ability, and definitely not something i cud be getting after feeling so screwed paper after paper in school.
congrats to all those who did well (: and to those who didnt, trust that God has a better plan for you. perhaps He is really guiding your path towards something that would be better for you. He knows it all (:

Psalm 95:1-6
O come, let us sing unto the LORD: let us make a joyful noise to the rock of our salvation. Let us come before his presence with thanksgiving, and make a joyful noise unto him with psalms. For the LORD is a great God, and a great King above all gods. In his hand are the deep places of the earth: the strength of the hills is his also. The sea is his, and he made it: and his hands formed the dry land. O come, let us worship and bow down: let us kneel before the LORD our maker."

now im really getting headaches over which course i should take. haha. NUS accountancy (but i missed the cut-off by a little), NUS business, NTU accountancy. hahah. which?