there's something wrong with me.
could feel the tears coming when i told tkb i was unhappy. she asked me why. but i couldn't answer.
i know why exactly i am unhappy. but how many people would actually understand?
perhaps the one who would understand is now gone. seemingly still there, but unmistakably gone.
it's lasted for quite some time now. not getting any better.
what is wrong?
i don't know. i really don't know what's changed.

almost died(ed) when i choked on the last mouthful of my drink after recess. ha. polly thought i was going to die. nah. but take my advice, don't drink the cupped ice lemon tea/green apple from the last stall if you don't wanna get diabetes. i think they are made up of large amounts of sugar, colouring, artificial flavour and water.

from onwards, im going to change.
i wanna make people feel loved. and not a spare tyre.
you people aren't, really.

results out tomorrow.
i will see ahma's dearest. HAHA. and mine too!
but most importantly, A1 or not.

valentine's day is coming.
get ready your chocolates and flowers people! (: