sometimes i really wonder whats the point of all these. sigh. why is everybody out there striving so hard, being so competitive, dying to do better than others, forcing everybody to live such a world where you have to ride on people to push yourself up. why are profs so stingy with giving As? why cant everybody just get As and Bs? so much for saying the process is more impt than the results.

is earning a lot of money really that important? is it really worth working insane hours and let your health suffer just to stay in a prestigious job/get a more prestigious job in future? i never once agreed with it but seems like nobody is really standing on my side.

life is so short. but sometimes i think everybody is kind of wasting it doing things they hate. so sad that we don really get a choice.